me, myself & I…

After love and fear, there’s pride;
After tears, the night;
After all the words are gone,
A chair with just one light.

After memories, the dream
That you will come home safe;
After sleep, another day
Of waiting for my life.

After hope, the happiness
Of thinking of your love;
After moments of despair,
A stone no thought can move.

After all the sacrifice,
The hunger and the pain,
The passions and the promises,
The losses and the gains,

There’s nothing but my love for you,
Which waits upon the wind
To bring you from the barricades
That now you must defend.

"STRANGER IN MY HOUSE"

I don’t understand
You look just like the man
In the picture by our bed
The suspense is pounding and clouding up my head
I’m checkin’ your clothes
And you wear the same size shoe
You sleep in his spot
And you’re driving his car
But I don’t know just who you are

Chorus:
There’s a stranger in my house
It took a while to figure out
There’s no way you could be who you say you are
You gotta be someone else
Cuz he wouldn’t touch me like that
And he wouldn’t treat me like you do
He would adore me, he wouldn’t ignore me
So I’m convinced there’s a stranger in my house

I’m not sure who you are
Don’t see your shadow around when you walk
Ain’t leavin’ no kisses
Goodbye with no words
If these walls could talk
They would have nothing to tell

So what could it be?
Is there someone imitating me?
Could she be taking my place?
Look me in the face
And tell me that I’m wrong
When I say…

Repeat Chorus

Pop quiz
Tell me where we first kissed
Tell me where my spot is
Tell me if I liked it, loved it
Or could it be
That the stranger is me
Have I changed so drastically?
Is it I want more for me?
And you remain the same

life is so surprising….hayyyy…bkt ganun noh?sumtyms kung cnu ang gs2 mu xa nman ang ayw su, at ang ayw mu xa nmn ang humahabol s pag-ibig mu…mnsan nmn gs2 nyo pro d puede kc mramng hadlang…ay ewan q nga ba kng bkt gni2…kelan kya mg2ng pwede ang nde at kelan nmn ang mali ay mg2ng tama?!!!hay buhay mnsn msya mnsn prang bngsakan k ng langit at lupa?!!!!sarap mgmahal kng ang mahal mu ay prehas ng nara2mdaman pra su….mgulo ba? pati nga rin aq naguguluhan n rn eh…ah bsta ang buhay prang lyf….

"Cry Me A River"

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn’t know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn’t think that they would come crashing down, no

You don’t have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there’s just no chance, for you and me, there’ll never be
And don’t it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it’s your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn’t like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don’t act like you don’t know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should’ve picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)

You don’t have to say, what you did,
(Don’t have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there’s just no chance, for you and me, there’ll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don’t it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I’m not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it’s your turn
(It’s your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be… leaving

You don’t have to say, what you did,
(Don’t have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there’s just no chance, for you and me, there’ll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don’t it make you sad about it

Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river
(You can go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I’ve already cried)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
(Ain’t gonna cry no more, yea-yea)

Cry me a river
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh

Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)

Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river
(Cry me, cry me)

Ishtar, Isis hear my cry
without my love, my soul shall die…

Thor and Agni, mighty Zeus
this call i send is for good use—
bring a love that’s good and bold?!!!
i charge three mighty gods of old, my true love must now come to me, and as i will so mot, it will be…..

grabe na to’?!!!!..ang dameng ga2win…sobrang gulo na ng icp ko….malapit na ata akong matoxic ah….4 na paper works ang kylangan nming ipasa s duty…pro ok lng kc pra s amn nmn dn ito?!!!pro ang hirap eh..nagkasabay-sabay pa-> PA,NCP,drug research,journal..haaayyyyy…ano ba ito’?!!!!sna nmn after this week ala msyadong gagawin..tlgang pigang-piga na ang aking brain—hypothalamus ko mskit na….hehehehe…..ayan i dont know what im talking about na?!!cge,kylangan ko ng ayusin to’ng drug research ko?!!!!!one more thing yesterday i was really freaked out and the reason is i f**** got low score in my practical xam?!!!!wahhhh……oh pls..someody help?!!!!! :,<

Ate mo naku samayotte ita
Tegakari mo naku sagashitsuzuketa
Anata ga kureta omoide o
Kokoro o iyasu uta ni shite

Yakusoku mo suru koto mo naku
Kawasu kotoba mo kimetari mo sezu
Dakishime soshite tashikameta
Hibi wa nido to kaeranu

Kioku no naka no te o furu anata wa
Watashi no na o yobu koto ga dekiru no?

Afureru sono namida o
Kagayaku yuuki ni kaete
Inochi wa tsuzuku
Yoru o koe
Utagau koto no nai ashita e to tsuzuku

Tobu tori no mukou no sora e
Ikutsu no kioku azuketa darou
Hakanai kibou mo yume mo
Todokanu basho ni wasurete

Meguriau no wa guuzen to ieru no?
Wakareru toki ga kanarazu kuru no ni

Kieyuku unmei de mo
Kimi ga ikite iru kagiri
Inochi wa tsuzuku
Eien ni
Sono chikara no kagiri ni doko made mo

Watashi ga shinou to mo
Kimi ga ikite iru kagiri
Inochi wa tsuzuku
Eien ni
Sono chikara no kagiri ni doko made mo tsuzuku

Alone for a while I’ve been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of life-love’s lost refrain

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
And who’ll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold
In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you’re gone, I still believe that you can call out my name

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds-forever and beyond

So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I’ve laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds-forever and beyond

If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we’ll carry on
Melodies of life
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember

wahhhhh…..before coming to school this morning there was a heavy downpour?!!!!e2 na?!!!rainy days are really coming i mean andito n nga,d ko pa nasisilayan ang araw this past few days coz’ it’s raining tlga?!!!i have to bring a jacket to keep warm to myself kc malamig n nga ang simoy ng hangin at aircon p sa loob ng classroom?!!!!aside from bringing that jacket maputik pa, eh nakauniform ako n white pa o di ba ang ganda?!!!!whew kya nakakatamad n ring pumasok mnsan dhil srap meme kht alas 12 n ng tanghali noh?!!!!tpos my duty pa ako s saturday at sunday at take note nka dress pa ako with matching white stockings pa at mrmi pa akong dala wwaaahhhhh huhuhuh :,< e2  ay pasakit at parusa sa akin?!!!!mas mganda nmn ung gnito kng maputikan k nmn, ok lng atleast may reason ka kng bkt kaysa nmn ang init sobra, tumutulo n nga ang pawis mo at ang katabi mo pa ay may amoy BOOM* ( ang ingay sobra?!!!!gets ba?!!)?!!!!!hayyyy tlga nga nmn oh iba tlga ang forces ng nature like love oooppppssss that’s different topic n ult…….pasalamat na rin ako at hindi bumabaha sa amin eh ang problema nmn dun s may dadaanan mo ang sobrng bahain at mnsan alang transportation wahhhhhhh gnun dn, kya nga sometimes its better to stay at home indulge urself in a hot cocoa while watching ur fav movie on the television rather than going to the mall with ur frends db?!there are alot of things to do while ur at home(ofcourse aside from sleeping all day!!) khit n sobrang lkas n ng ulan..rainy days….okies?!!!!till then….. ^_^